Last night, I literally cried myself to sleep. This was not the first time I did that. And this will certainly not be the last. For some reason, tears have been my constant companion. It has even been more constant than any love or friendship I have ever had.
I cried because I am so tired and overworked.
I cried because I tried my luck in love and lost again.
I cried because I feel lost and I don't know what to do.
I cried because I am me.
I cried because no one understands me.
I cried because I can’t seem to let anyone understand me.
I cried because I there are so many things people are expecting me to be, which I don’t think I can be at this time.
I want to go away for a while.
To go to a place where no one knows me.
To go where no one else is.
To go where I'll just eventually disappear.
But I'm afraid to go because I know that if I do, I might never come back.
And I'm afraid, because the truth is, I don't really want to leave...
I just want to be found... and be held...Labels: dark and twisty confessions |
maraming salamat trina! *hugging* you back! =)
its true what you said, these are just passing moments that will make us stronger and teach us to appreciate good things in life.
salamat sa blog sa pag-absorb ng mga moments na to, at sa inyo sa pag-intindi and pagsama sa akin! And of course, kay God, for everything. ^_^ *hugs* uli!