| Friday, September 15, 2006 |
| Word for the day |
Main Entry: 1hurt
Pronunciation: 'h&rt
Function: verb
Inflected Form(s): hurt; hurt•ing
Etymology: Middle English, probably from Anglo-French hurter to strike, prick, collide with, probably of Germanic origin; akin to Old Norse hrutr male sheep
intransitive verb
1 a : to suffer pain or grief b : to be in need -- usually used with for 2 b: to cause damage or distress
transitive verb
1 a : to inflict with physical pain : WOUND b : to do substantial or material harm to : DAMAGE 2 a : to cause emotional pain or anguish to : OFFEND b : to be detrimental to : HAMPER
self-definition
1 : something I haven't felt in a long time.
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You risk tears if you let yourself be tamed. (The Little Prince)
And i let myself be tamed...
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You came, together with the rising sun: Never leaving my side, wrapping me in a blanket of softness, calm, and warmth. Lips pursed, I screamed not for help, even as I found myself slowly drowning into you, for I knew as much as you had no knowledge of what you are doing to me - you were only being you - it was entirely my fault for making myself fallible. It is only I who brought this upon myself. What can I say, I can't help it.
And as expected, I can feel myself retreating again now. I thought I was over this stage long ago. Well, apparently not.
But I don't want to count days anymore, and I don't want to be sour - you did make me happy for some time. I want to be exactly the way I was when you came, when you left, and if ever you will come again. You said for me not to change.
So I won't.
Oh well, another learning experience to add to my 'Sinturon ni Hudas' learnings.
(Originally written Wednesday, September 13.)
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posted by Tami @ 1:25 AM
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