I shall return.

Ilang beses ko na bang sinabi ito? And ilang beses ko ring hindi sinabi, gayong alam na alam ko naman na darating ang panahon na babalik din ako. Dahil may mga pagkakataong gusto ko na lang talagang mawala, at mas kapanipaniwala kung wala na akong sasabihin, gagawin ko na lang.

Pa-cute ba. =)

Three years ago, I told myself na gusto kong magblog para i-release ang mga nararamdaman ko. through the years, i pressured myself into maintaining one. Dapat maganda, dapat makabuluhan ang sinasabi ko. Dapat tama lang ang length ng entry - hindi sobrang iksi, hindi rin naman sobrang haba. Dapat araw araw akong nagsusulat. Dapat may magagandang pictures, magagandang lyrics na naka-post. Dapat pure english. Dapat pure Tagalog. Dapat interesting sa mga bumabasa.

May nagawa ba ako sa mga balak kong yun? wala!
Ano na kinahinatnan ng blog ko ngayon? wala!
Ni template hindi ako ang gumagawa! wala!

(in the tone of The Ordertaker hehe. kung na-gets niyo kung bat ako natatawa sa last line, congratulations to you! magka-vibes tayo! kung hindi naman... pagpasensha mo na ako, iba talaga ang humor ko e but I'm a really nice person.. deep inside hehehe =P)

Anyway, kaya siguro sa susunod, hindi dapat I shall return ang sinasabi ko. Kundi: I will be here. Kasi pa-MacAr-MacArthur pa e. Steven Curtis Chapman lang pala ok na! =)

So updates:

• I've been going to the gym more often now. More than exercising sa treadmill at kung ano ano pang leg exercises na nagpapalaki ng calves at varicose veins ko, I really enjoy attending the group exercises. So far, I've tried BodyJam (aerobic/latin/hiphop/halohalo stuff); Nike Rockstar Workout (which is like Body Jam, pero the heck, Rockstar daw e! Roooock!); BodyCombat (aero/martial arts na 20 minutes into the thing e I really need to take a break and lie down kundi I will really faint); BodyBalance (Yoda/TaiChi/Starwars/etc na at first i thought was easy pero damn! mas matindi pa sa BodyCombat kung tutuusin!) And hindi naman sa desperado na ako, pero i'm seriously finding myself attracted to some of the dance instructors na hindi ko alam kung gay or straight. I mean I don't care if they are straight or not! Sa mga pagkakataon na nagsasayaw sila, they are sooooo... *tami droooling* hehe you get the drift. Sa katunayan, last Saturday I attended 3 successive classes dahil 1 Week akong hindi nakapag-gym. Hindi rin factor dun na nandun yung crush kong instructor. Tapos sinamahan pa sila ng isang long-haired guy na mukhang kakatapos lang magaikido or something. Anlambot ng katawan grabe!
  
• Umm... Busy sa work. Kaliwa't kanan ang events, research assignments, etc etc. Good thing kasi i'm increasingly being exposed to a lot of people at nasasanay ako to interact more. Sana lang magkaincrease na ako no, at malapit na akong maregularize.
  
• Nagcheerdance sa sportsfest (aywananininow, wananinininiyow, wanawiniwiniyow, tokyo..... hahaha - tami's version of tokyo drift!) nagpatintero na parang kantoboy at nagchinese garter na parang kantogirl. pero talo naman sa lahat. hehe in any case, it was worth the pagod, pawis and sunburn.
  
• May credit card na ako! (sa wakas!!!) Oo, i know, sabi ng kapatid ko, yun ang magiging dahilan ng subsequent paghihirap ko at eventually daw ay makukulong ako for not paying bills. But anyway, m just happy hindi na ako kailangan maki-ride sa cards ng friends ko for gym fees, spur-of-the-moment shoppings, etc. It will be a challenge, of course, not spending too much, kasi I do have a tendency to spend like there's no tomorrow. But I'm pretty sure I'll survive.
  
• Bought a really hip two-piece, kaso ngayon naman ako nawalan ng summer lakad. The only thing I can look forward to is our company outing, na hindi ko naman atang kakayanin i-flaunt ang aking two-piece dahil sa dami ng tao.
  
• I am now an employer also. Since bakasyon na ng mga kapatid ko, I pay our bunso to do stuff for me. Like yesterday, Nagpa-tally ako ng training feedback form. Php 5 per survey na matapos. Kaso 31 survey forms lang yun, so ayun, namura pa tuloy ako. Hehe Ginawa ko tuloy Php 10 per survey. Partida na yun ah! I could've done it in 1 hour walang bayad!
  
• Ayun.. Then malapit na ang aming annual evaluation, na nakakakaba kasi lahat kinakabahan. Ayiiii…
  

Well yun lang. I've officially used up my daily allotment of petiks time. anyway, so, tekker cos i ker, wherever you are, that's where you are! *kailangan pa bang i-memorize yan?*

Offy-dozzy! (Auf Weidersen) =)