Again. Argh. I am just so stubborn. I always ask myself the questions: should I? or should I not? If I don't do it now, when can I do it??? Even though I know exactly what the answer should be - or rather what the answer IS. I've been thinking about this thing over the last three days. I've been busy at the moment, but the thought kept hovering in my mind. Anyway, as I found myself running out of things to do this morning, the thought again filled my head and decided to stay there for good. Anyway, after much deliberation, in one frustratingly tear-jerking moment - I made a decision. The decision, in the end, was a NO. It wasn't a major thing - it won't make or break me and it's definitely not a matter of life and death. But I thought I'd be nursing depression afterwards. Surprisingly though, I felt good. I guess, it's not yet the right time, and I could benefit a lot from not doing it at this point. Anyway, if I postpone it for 3 months or 1 year, it doesn't really matter. It will still be there when I'm ready for it... Ampowcha! Kala mo kung ano e noh, camera lang naman ang tinutukoy ko! hehe |
Tami!
Hahahaha, nice post! =) Muntik na ako mautot katatawa sa punchline, akala ko rin kung anu. mahusay!
Daniel