It's all about lines. The finish line at the end of residency, waiting in line for a chance at the operating table, and then there’s the most important line, the line separating you from [the] people [you work with]. It doesn’t help to get too familiar to make friends. You need boundaries, between you and the rest of the world. Other people are far too messy. It’s all about lines. Drawing lines in the sand and praying like hell no one crosses them.
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I had a bad morning. I arrived late for work. I am pissed, a little slighted. I feel trapped. I don't want to go into any details right now - I'll just keep them to myself. As they say, If you don't have anything good to say, then don't say anything. But I don't know why my anger and frustration is building up by the second. haaaaaaaaaaaa. deep breath. Maybe nasobrahan ako sa foccacia bread, not that it has any relation to my temper. Makapag toothbrush nga, nang lumamig ang ulo ko.
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At some point you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out; they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know. If you're willing to take the chance, the view from the other side is spectacular.
(Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy Season 1, Episode 2: The First Cut is the Deepest)
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Well, I'm not ready to cross those lines. Not yet anyway. Or so I think.
To be continued…Labels: dark and twisty confessions |
naku tami relax ka lang! n yeah kelangan nga ng boundaries n whtever it is dats bothering u, hope it will turn out for the better soon.
"Makapag toothbrush nga, nang lumamig ang ulo ko."
parang therapy pala ang pagsipilyo! lmao. matry nga to!
pinapatawa lang kta...