| Friday, October 06, 2006 |
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I haven't posted here for a long time. Surprisingly, I DID NOT mind being gone for too long. Before, I would have obsessed about it or worse yet, have several pages of my always-reliable notebook filled with scribbles and half finished would-be blog entries.
Since I started blogging, I've wanted to write every little experience I had. Down to the 'sst sst, Miss' that I occasionally get or to the jokes we have around the office, which won't have its effect when written because they're sort of jokes only we get and they're best told 'with feelings' hehe Well i just noticed that blogging sort of ate me up. Like, as I'm in the middle of something, I inadvertently think whether that experience was a bloggable one and if it is, how i would start etc... and before i know it, my mind starts to drift away.
One word: NOT GOOD. hahaha (ok. so I have my own humor ok? But i bet someone out there will get why i just laughed. thanks in advance hehe =P)
So, I thought that I'd try something new. Which was NOT to blog. Not permanently, but maybe just give blogging a rest. I thought I would delete my friendster account too, and my bolt account. I hardly update them anymore anyway, and the activities from other users to me have long since simmered down. Plus, I took out most of the personal info stuff, especially on bolt. Not check my emails as i get nothing now except SPAM, forwarded messages, notifications from fster or bolt and my daily horoscope, which I seldom like reading nowadays. And I thought I'd give YM a rest too, but that had been my main source of communication and R&R recently.
But behind all this, the real reason why i wanted to give a rest to all these stuff is because i didn't have time (or don't make time) for them. And i'm getting overwhelmed again but God-knows-what and my initial reaction is to withdraw, and to regroup and recuperate - with myself. I remember when I took the Enneagram test (for those who are not familiar with it, its a personality test) I came up being a Type 5 - An Investigator / Observer, and one flaw of which is that relations and continuous relating with others are draining for people under these types.
One word again: NOT GOOD.
So having realized this, I scrapped all the 'I thought I'd's I said earlier. And continue my ongoing campaign to JUST BE MYSELF. I'll survive hehe :) And because of that, instead of retiring some accounts, i added Multiply pa! So I now have fster, bolt, blogger, and multiply. (Besides my email and YM accounts.) Talk about stretching myself thin! Later on, when I've fully explored what each account can do, ill make a comparative report =)
Now, on to the update: (huwat??? hindi pa pala yun yon???) haha. by this time, pagod na ako so konting updates na lang. but pwamis, i have many many kwentos!!!
What's new with me? These last few weeks, naranasan kong:
1) maging walang silbi sa event
2) malaseng ng todo at ma-gago (hindi ako, pero yung kasama ko, oo. E ang motto namin, kapag ginago ang isa, ginago ang lahat), at magalit ng husto while keeping my cool
3) genuinely ma-excite for the birth of a friend's child (my first!!!) ^_^
4) maging homeless for three days
5) .......... (sorry, hindi ko maishare kahit gusto ko kasi...) basta ganon. happy na confusing na malungkot na ngayon ay happy na uli. =)
6) mag download galore! sa multiply. astig! =D
Well yun lang naman for now, I'm currently reading Bob Ong's Stainless Longganisa. Na inuna ko basahin gayong hindi ko pa tapos yung Valkyries. I'm also currently in my 'Meat-craving' week. So since Monday, I have been eating at least one meat meal (egg, corned beef, fried chicken) a day. That's a big deal because for those who don't know, I'm a VEGETARIAN. wehehehe =) Today's my last day of eating meat (for the month.) Kasi mejo parang nasira ang regular eating schedule ko, pati tiyan ko, and i'm starting to feel dirty na (sorry, meat eaters out there. hindi kasi ako sanay kaya ganon reaction ko). Hindi ko pa alam kelan ako uli kakain ng meat or if I want to make this a regular thing (since hindi rin naman ako makapag strikto sa pagiging vegetarian ko). Oh well, hindi ko nga maintindihan ang sarili ko, tiyan ko pa! =D
Oh by the way, i just switched to blogger beta kasi i wanted to try it out. hmmm parang ayoko... maraming new stuff but off yung mga fonts at yung ibang icons. its still under process of refinement and i hope they really refine it well kasi i cant switch back anymore to the old blogger. And because of the switch, i sign in now using my gmail account. type ko pa naman ang username ko dati - grilled_cheese - which i can't use anymore now. huhuhuh...
ummm... ok hafta go na, my sushi is waiting for me yum yum! =D |
posted by Tami @ 1:57 PM
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