Aloha! kumakapal na ako. hehe

Currently: blogging at work. it will be my first 'monthsary' next week. its time to wreak havoc hahaha.


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I'm bored out of my mind.


hmmm.. let's see the stuff i have to do for the day:


1) Look for alternative gifts for participants
2) Look for alternative Jap-Eng translation facilities in Taipei
3) Make Singapore hotel comparison for AP Reg MC
4) Write to Manila travel agent to get airfare quotes for AP Reg MC participants
5) Sit around, drag my fingers through the keyboard, and pretend to be busy. oh and once in a while go for a walking break to the ladies' room and spend a minute or two staring out the bathroom window. i like that place. its sort of my refuge here.


and the status is:


1) Not Done
2) Not Done
3) Not Done
4) Not Done
5) DONE! *applause applause*


i want to sing but i still have a very very slight itchy throat so my voice sometimes comes out squeaky. plus the room i am in is much too quiet to be singing.


Currently thinking: about how the rest of my day will go and how and when i'll get my blog template fixed.


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I pour my heart out to someone and get a slap in the face. I pour my heart out to a friend and almost put our friendship on the line. and for what? for false hopes and absolutely nothing! i figured that maybe 'someone' has changed somehow. but then my brother pointed out, that maybe i'm the one who's changed. well ok point taken. just dont know what i need to do so i won't feel bad anymore. i just can't freakin figure out what people want from me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why do they have to do what they do and then leave abruptly?


man, i really need to unload some of these baggages.


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i caught this guy i trusted explicitly like family doing a peeping tom on me through my broken window one morning while i was changing for work. well he's still there but we've taken measures to prevent this. Also, we'll be asking him to leave soon. to tell the truth, i don't feel as violated as i am disappointed in him. i never really thought he'd do something like that.


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Got sick with some viral cough which lasted for about a week and a half. i had to buy medicine worth around 1300! the most expensive one is an antiboitic which cost Php 100 per tablet, and i had to take this twice a day for five days. At first i didnt think i'd need to go through the whole prescription, plus i didnt want to spend too much. so i bought two only. i was thinking i could maybe reduce the dosage to one tablet a day, cheap ass that i am. my sister found out and berated me for cheating myself of medicine and that no money didnt equate to an excuse. so she gave me a couple hundred bucks to buy more antibiotic. i thought well she did have a point, and i did have money to spare. but i accepted it anyway so as not to hurt her feelings. i didn't tell her anymore that i actually needed 10 of those. i ended up following the prescription to the milligram and now i am cough free! i've never been so happy to feel phlegm running up and down my throat or to feel it gurgling itself every time i clear my throat. its like music to my ears. hehehe. i'll never know how and where i got that infection, but i never want to experience that again. i felt like a leper each time i'd cough in an enclosed space or a quiet place. and my throat itched like hell!


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gabby (my niece) and her mom came over this weekend to celebrate the bday of gabby's dad and my brother, mikko. we had a good dinner, and i pigged out so much i ate like four servings of pasta with tomato sauce with sauteed marble potatoes and mushroom. yum yum! during the dinner, gabby showed us that she knew how to read! she started by reading 'Red Ribbon': rrr - rrree - ddd - rrr - rroo - rnnnn - rred rooorn. it was amazing! gabby speaks english very fluently but its a totally different thing hearing her read. i love kids!


Currently feeling: sleepy. missing some people. missing something. anti-social. angry. bitter. so and so. sad.


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somebody please give me a 1 million gram happy pill to keep positive!


currently listening to: my immortal. unplayed piano. my immortal again. great. bring it on!!! (at the time I wrote the draft of this entry. Right now that I'm posting it, im listening toi john mayer, dave matthews, green day and oasis and my mood has lifted a bit.)


Now I can end this with a smile ^_^